I have a problem. I always think TOO much about the future, and it's really tiring! I mean thinking about what will happen in the future, what'll happen next, what if and ma3rf aish… I try as much as I can to stop this, but I apparently cannot. It drives me crazy to be honest. It's so sad that I can't stop. I think about everything. I even thought about getting married and I'm only 14! GAAH! That's actually why I started thinking about 'what's the use of friends' 'cause I started thinking about the future and what'll happen and etc…It makes me sleepless at night. You know when you have someone on your mind and you can't get him\her out of your mind? <3 Well, here we have a different story, I can't get my future out of my mind. xD
Not just my social life, even about school, I'm worrying about thanaweya 3amma mn now!!! 'Cause I'm afraid that I'll disappoint everyone, since everyone expects me to be 'someone' in the future. Talk about pressure! =\ I always imagine I'll be a very successful business woman in the future, and have my own company and all, and I want to build a shelter for cats & dogs. <3
But what if I failed to do all these things? What if I don't do well in school? =\ I'm tired of thinking about all of this, I'm tired of thinking if I'm going to keep in-touch with my friends and be as close as we are now in the future (I SO doubt it) I'm tired of thinking about every single thing in life. I'm only 14 and I think like a 20 year old, and no, I'm not kidding.
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SWEETYYYYYY DON'T THINK ABOUT IT ALOT !
ReplyDeleteenjoy your life now , have fun !
thinking and worrying alot will get you GREY WHITE HAIR :O
hehe =p
the best thing to do is Relaaax , look at your present life and enjoy every minute of it because soon the present becomes your past and you won't be able to change it !
=)
Yea, everyone is telling me to stop thinking about it. :p But sub7an allah I can't xD
ReplyDeleteThanks for passin' by, Shanna. :D