Drama..?!

It seems like these days we all like to add a little drama to our lives, well if not all, some, and if not some…hmmm maybe it's just me. People love to see and hear about others problems, but not theirs, and everybody knows that. You wouldn't like it if it was you who they're talking about, would you?;) But, we just love to talk about everything don't we, by we I mean us human, the 'people'. I don't know why; even if I had nothing that could upset me, I'd be crying, don't know what's up with that. Sometimes we just feel like crying for no reason, at least that is what we tell 'others' or even ourselves. No one in his right mind would cry for no reason, there must be a reason, even if it was silly, it's a reason, but we hide it, or we don't want to believe it, so we lie to ourselves. Making our selves and others believe that we're crying 'cause we just 'feel' like it. There is always a reason. And no matter how silly it is, you got to believe it instead of lying to yourself! Huh, I'm saying 'your self' here and there where I should say "instead of lying to MYself". I'm an honest person, I am really. The only thing I hide is my 'feelings', and that's not lying, right? That's just 'hiding'.
Even if I had nothing to be sad about, or depressed, I'd make something. It's like, I'd think really hard to get a thought that depresses me, what a..! =\ Sometimes, I don't feel well, and 'not-in-the-mood' for anyone, well not anyone, there is a friend of mine that I'd always be happy to talk to, and to think of it, I have a great life el7amdlelah, why do I feel this way? That's a question I ask to myself everyday. My answer is….! Blank! I've no answer to give. There are people who my life to them is a DREAM they wish one day would come true, and here I am getting all 'depressed' 'cause of a really silly tiny little problem? That's just…I don't have the word for it. All have told me 'don't let the little things get to you', but what can I really do? How can I not let it get to me? I really don't know.