School's OUT for SUMMER!

Okay so the school year has ended, finished exams woho freedom! Yea not so much "woohooo" :) Saturday was the last day of exams. My friends and I went to the beach, it was amazing! I had such a great time with them. Going to miss them so much. :(



I'm so scared of going to the U.S. … I don't know how will I manage to do anything on my own.. =\ Insha'Allah I'll do just fine, God's with me anywhere I go. :)


The thing I'm really scared of is losing my friends :( both online & school friends… Really, sometimes I cry just thinking about it, I don't want to lose them! They're the best I will never find anyone like them, ever! Please don't forget me. =\


My host family sounds great! El7amdulelah.. I still can't believe that I'm going! o_O


I'm so excited this summer, for two things:






#1 My brother's wedding! Can’t believe he's getting married this July, I'm so happy for him :) and I' so happy that S is joining our family ;) Problem is I won't be around when she comes to our house =[






#2 AMERICA BABY! Yea I know that I mentioned that I'm scared of going there, but in the same time excited you know! It'll be such an amazing experience, once in a life time. I'll try to ENJOY every single moment there and not cry all the time *.* I'll try to keep myself busy (I don't think I'll have to try though as I'm pretty sure I'll be very busy!) to not think of Oman, my family, and friends..


I'm going to be around Pennsylvania, lovely place really!






I miss Kaydee! I can't wait 'til 19th of June comes so I can talk to her 24\7 :) We haven't talked a really GOOD TALK since….hmmm I don't know, before my exams started? =\


I miss my cousins, too! I haven't seen them since ages!! All because of school =\ now school's OUT and it's SUMMER, I'll try to go to my aunt's house, once mom gets better.


OK blog, I will go now, this is like a diary, no one reads it XD haha :D this is actually fun..






:)

Tanana... Yet another messed up post.

Well it's almost 1 am and I'm still awake. Yes, I do have school tomorrow, and I AM tired. God knows why I'm not sleeping right now.



As I was listening to one of Abdulmajeed's songs "Yama 7awalt" I liked it when he said "insa tra elly faat maat" so I decided to make it my PM on messenger.

I wrote:

!..انسـسسسســـــى...ترا اللي فات ماآات

Then I wrote:

!..انسـسسسســـــى...ترا اللي فات ماآات || It's hard for me to give people second chances... Sorry!


Haha..doesn't fit. So I added BUT in the middle :p

Anyways that's boring I know :D as if anyone reads this :P yea yea I'm talking to myself o_O


Whatever.


Today was my cousin's birthday. Ahmed didn't talk as usual, he was using the computer……! Tariq on the other hand did talk alot :D haha we always talk about school (we're the same age :) )


I don't like Shahnaz (supposed to be my cousin.) her personality SUCKS! Big time. She's anti-social. Never smiles! Never talks.. And yea she stole my best cousin from me :) I hate her.

She thinks I'm so full of myself and selfish and blablabla, jealous? Yea I think so too. :D

El '3am she likes scorpions. How can a scorpions fan be so…like her? :S


Ehhh..


I hate that I can't give people second chances.. It's not like I don't want to, but,, I'll always remember what they did.. I'll always remember their past.


I better go to sleep.


Good night, blog.

Wa7id zayid wa7id wa7id m3nato ma yinfa3 wa7id ♪

Okay, so it's 1.32 and I have school tomorrow…you can figure that I'm not sleeping..:) But it's okay I guess because I slept alot in the afternoon.

I don't know why I thought of checking my blog now; I guess I'm just bored lol…

I just checked, and my last post was on 8\9\2009!! Weeeow…

Many things happened since last year lol. For instance, my brother's engaged <3! Yeey. And his fiancé is the best out there, I just know it. =D

Dandoona has teeth now lol how cute. I know, why don't I stop telling you about what happened with my family and start talking about myself right? Lol.


Well, nothing much has happened. Only that I'm studying in the US next year inshallah. And what else hmmm…You know what I really want to talk about? My dear dear friend :) I think you know who she is 'cause you've read about her in the post "I told her & she laughed at me" :) Yup, she has an affect on me; again, after I thought that I don't care anymore. Wow. Yea I miss her. She hasn't been online since like…last month? I don't know why I'm counting…Lol I thought I don't care anymore? =D Haha. Anyways, whenever she's online (which is RARE) I wait for her to say hi (no hope there) but she doesn't,, I double click her nickname, but I don't say a thing, I remember that song "Elli ma ybana ma nbah" xD so I close it, but it hurts you know, she's my friend…Ya3nii she doesn't notice me? =\ Or or (my favorite excuse! :) ) she's so freaking 'busy'? Wow, so she's the only one who has a life? My other friends can be busy sometimes, but they still say hi, what's the difference between the two? :) I don't why, but I just think that I follow this one "Elli ma ybana nbaah, 7ta w law ma ybana" ._. hehe how pathetic, well that's me…Pah-the-tic =D

Ehhh, I'm tired from thinking about this… >_<

I REALLY SHOULD STOP CARING ABOUT HER. I should stop being friends with her perhaps? But what are my reasons? My reasons are lame…And well…she might have her reasons as well. I always think that she can come up with better than "Oh wallah I was so busy :(" but what the heck…I try to believe her. :)

Anyways, can't wait to see my friends in school! Hope we don't study! ;p

Wow, what a messed up post. =D Really boring…